A Wink from God in the Form of a Hummingbird

Hummingbird Drawing by BZTAT
“God Wink” Drawing by BZTAT

A good friend of mine stopped by my studio at Second April Galerie recently. She was looking through the various studios there for some sort of art object with a hummingbird theme.

She didn’t ask me directly about creating something, as birds are not a common theme for me, and she likes to support all local artists, not just me. She was not having success, however, in finding the item she sought.

When she told me the reason for her search, I offered to stretch to a new theme and create something new for her. Her purpose was a beautiful story.

In a recent  telephone conversation, a friend living several states away had shared with my friend that she  had been diagnosed with breast cancer. The woman was naturally anxious and worried about her condition and the impending treatment options. Although often a survivable disease, breast cancer is a frightening and often life altering condition.

As the two women spoke, however, a strange thing occurred. The woman who was anxious about her circumstances was visited by a small hummingbird. The bird hovered near her for a moment, then gracefully landed upon her hand. As quickly as it appeared, the bird disappeared, but as it did, it left a calmness in its wake, and the woman’s anxiety no longer besieged her.

My friend called the event a “God Wink” and wanted to send her friend a gift to commemorate the special moment that they had shared over the phone. Surely some mystical force was at work here to reassure a fearful soul?

I enjoyed the challenge of creating an artwork to capture the essence of such a special moment. In fact, the drawing turned out much better than I had envisioned. Perhaps God winked at me as well as my hand was guided in the creative process.

Have you ever had a moment where you felt that God “winked” at you and reassured you about something you feared?

Prints and cards of the “God Wink” drawing above are available. Contact me if you are interested in a purchase.

Thought for the Day: A Forgotten View

Forgotten View - Window digital art by BZTAT
“Forgotten View” – digital art by BZTAT

Second April Galerie‘, where I  have my art studio at the moment, has many walls, cubbies and alcoves covered with art and interesting objects. The window at the end of the hall seems forgotten amidst all the many things to view in the gallery.

At one point, someone made an attempt to dress the window up a bit, as there are Christmas lights hanging askew across the panes. Whoever hung the lights must have lost interest, as they are no longer hanging in a purposefully decorative manner.

When the gallery is dark after closing time, however, the window becomes the only visible wall art in the gallery. It beams like an eerie beacon with the ambient light from the alley glowing in.

The view into the street is unremarkable, but the patterns and shapes created as the street light casts shadows on the glass are very intriguing.

It is view unseen to most, and typically forgotten by the few artists who may stray upstairs after hours.

Such forgotten details and views catch us now and then with their silent mystery and beauty.

And they become no longer forgotten. For a moment anyway.

 

Who wants to be somewhere other than where you are?

Sailboat painting BZTAT
“Sailboat Wind” by BZTAT

I am raising my hand.

I would like to be sailing on a breezy but calm lake with good friends and a beer in my hand.

But I am not there. I am in my studio, creating.

It is not so bad, as I like my studio and I like to create.

Still yet, there are times that I long for something different. Something relaxing and thrilling at the same time.

Sailing.

I don’t own a sailboat. I have no hopes of being able to afford such a luxury anytime soon.

I don’t have any friends with boats jumping with invites either.

But I still dream.

And the canvas can do miracles.

I won’t revile you with phony quotes that implore you to shirk responsibility and follow your dreams. People often think that is what being an artist is about.

It is not.

Following your dreams is no easier than working a crappy job, and in many ways, it is harder.

I say find ways to reconcile your present lot in life and find ways to make it OK. But always be looking for ways to go beyond and fulfill your dreams too.

It is the journey and not just the destination that makes your life full.

Are you feeling as though you want to be somewhere other than where you are? Are you unhappy with your lot at the moment and screaming to be doing something else?

Where would you rather be? What is standing in your way of getting where you want to be?

What is is your dream?

How are you making your journey fulfilling?